'ello govnah

Alright, so i know, it's been a while, and for my defense i do believe that since nobody reads this (and i'm sorry if you do, i must be incredibly boring for your) it doesn't matter that i havn't written in a while. anyways, my DRIVER'S TEST IS TOMORROW!!!! and i'm FREAKING OUT!!!!! well kind of... its either that or i'm STARVING. i think i'm really hungry though because i don't really have super mondo butterflies like normal. buttttt last night i couldn't get to sleep 1) because of my horrible sleeping patterns[aka: wake up at noon/1pm, sleep at 4, repeat process] and 2) because i'm really nervous about my driver's test. idk if it's so much as nervous as anxious to get it done, but i've realized in the past week or so, that i absolutely hate driving. i mean, i do like highway because you can go fast, but city driving sucks! anyways, i have my test tomorrow morning at 11 am which my dad is taking me to, because unlike my mother, he has some control over how much he nags at me, which is usually very little, but he does tend to yell if i do something wrong, which makes me forget what i'm doing and makes him yell more and puts us in a HUGE vicious circle of me messing up and him yelling at me. i think that i'll be fine as long as i stick to driving to school every day and staying out of kalamazoo, i really hate driving in kalamazoo. anyways, i know i'll do fine in parking, usually i only get off about 2 points because of my backing and parallel, sometimes 3 because i don't pull far enough forward on the first part.
so i got some really great news last night, i was talking to my friend adam, and he said that if i apply late in august it's a good chance i could get a job at Celebration Cinemas =] that's where he works =] i reallyyyy need a job and i'd much rather work at the movie theatre than the mall or any other place. i think it's somewhat more dignified. anyways, hopefully my parentals will be home soon with my food, and meghan's coming over at 1:30 =] WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =]
haha
i can show her my car
and hopefully i pass tomorrow..
if anybody's out there reading this, wish me luck =]
xoxo
Renae