Friday, March 26, 2010

done, done, done!!!

Tonight i had to work, and hanging out with one of my best friends just brought out everything that i have been feeling for this last year. The hopes i have for my life to begin is one of those things that just won't leave my mind, and when it does leave, it's not gone for long. My dreams are definitely big, and definitely not something that i will accomplish in a year, but i hope by the time i'm 25, i will be living my OWN life.
1) i really want to just be out of high school. i don't want to deal with any school related activities, i don't want to deal with drama, i don't want to deal with teachers or homework or detentions or any of that crap! people keep telling me i need to go to prom and i need to go to grad bash, but yet, there is no reason in my mind for me to go to these events. for one thing, i despise (perhaps that's not quite the right word, a bit harsh?) the majority of my class and second, i don't like large groups of people. people tire me out. i'm one of those people who, in order to recharge, needs to be ALONE!
2) i want to save up a ton of money, get done with college and certifications and LEAVE MICHIGAN! there is no way that i will ever be living in michigan as a choice. i have lived in this po dunk college town of Kalamazoo for my whole life and i am done. i hate it here, the weather, the people, just everything. i want to go somewhere where nobody knows me. i want to go somewhere where i can start a life and i won't have to worry about having to live my life a certain way. i want to go somewhere where i can actually be myself without my family or so called friends judging my every move.
those are my two main goals. honestly i don't know if i can wait that long, hopefully i can do this all by like june or july of 2012. i think it should only take me about two years to get my degree if i take summer classes, and i hope i don't have any student loans to pay back. i think as soon as i get out and i have certifications i'm going to apply for jobs all around the US and just get whichever one i get. i don't care where it is as long as it's out of the midwest!

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